I'm wondering how artists get their drawing excellence since years ago. And how they break into comics too, and as I'm trying to do so, I think I'll write a journal here if I finally reach that goal (being working in US comics; mastering drawing is something that I know takes a lifetime as you'll never end learning). Meanwhile, I must say that the path I'm in is fun, but full of doubts about how to do the work (perspective, storytelling, anatomy...), and it is quite hard too.
I've experienced the first 6 days working with my agent how it feels to be working 14-16 hours sitting in front of a screen (I was trying to go on a page per day rate as a test). I am experiencing the feeling of not doing any sport for months, when I have been going religiously to the gym for the past 23 years (I must recover my workouts; need to put order in my schedule). To that we must add that, obviously I want to know if I'm doing it right or not, and upload my work here, to Artstation, Facebook, Instagram, Digital Webbing and Penciljack. I receive reviews and criticisms, which usually do not pass advice, but sometimes they are hard and maybe it is one of the worst things to me. I never liked to make mistakes (who likes). But mistakes are what really make you learn, or so they say.
For the moment I've been drawing samples for 2 years, but only for 4-5 months taking it seriously. In this, the presence of the agent has been fundamental: suddenly I was in the need to deliver completed pages every month, if possible two groups of 6 pages, which means making a page every two days, approximately. This is a rhythm that is still slow. Even so, I'm not entirely comfortable, almost always late to deliver. The normal thing would be to send pages on days 1 and 15 of each month; The last two months I have completely failed. I have my excuses to justify it, but I keep in mind that if I ever work for a publisher who expects a page a day from me, those excuses will not be valid (unless it's about life or death). Fortunately I have had the understanding of my agent... by now.
The worst part of the creative process is planning the pages. The happy layouts. I find them very difficult. I watch videos and read interviews of professionals and always emphasizes the importance of this part of the process. But they do it every day at full speed, they usually hit it with the first one (the editor gives them the "ok" quickly) and they can put themselves to work quietly on their daily page. In my last pages, I have been doing the layouts and the sketches for more than a week, believing that they would work well and I have not succeeded in almost anything. Then, as I had to redo them partially, I was back about ten days doing the layouts of the two double pages and I have failed constantly (my agent has served me as editor with great patience and crossing lots of emails).
Then, there is the problem of the human figure. It's difficult! I use references of all kinds, from photos of the network, or photos of myself or other people who kindly pose, I use an app of figure poses in 3D (all of this needs so much time! That's why is important to draw the figures from your imagination, something that I can't do by now) ... but my drawings of characters are still not very much alive, they're stiff. I have to try to use techniques more typical of animation, use the "line of action", and learn to exaggerate the movements and enhance feelings in facial features. That will take me a long time, I'm afraid. To all this I must add that I do not have a personal style, I borrow from here and there, from a handful of artists that I especially like, but from that mix nothing personal comes out, at least by now. Honestly, in two years I have not seen any evolution in that aspect, and it's quite frustrating.
So, this is my current mood, the point I'm in the path, far or near the goal, I don't know. I only reach and know it if I continue working. But first, I have to recover a bit of the initial enthusiasm. These last pages have exhausted me a lot.